tldr: being on your own timeline + clarity of vision + follow through
envy, and its miscontents
your relationship with trust often reveals your relationship with envy. perhaps it’s not cool to admit you’ve been envious of others. but it’s not about being cool, it’s about being human. and wanting what others have for ourselves is a story as old as time. or at least, as old as shakespeare.
we should all be fearful of living a life we do not deserve. a life where we settled for what was given to us, even if it’s not what we wanted. often times, settling in life is either the result of us lacking the strength to go after what we actually want, or simply not knowing what it is we even want.
fear not, our envy can be a compass to uncover what we actually want in life. after all, you wouldn't be a hater towards another for having something you want if you didn’t actually care about that thing.
in your envy lies your salvation.
i’ve written about my belief in inevitable ends. for me, an inevitab…
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